Wow. Time Flies

Wow! It’s been a year since I’ve been on here. What can I say. I’ve been busy. I had a baby….obviously! She was born in May 2016. I’ve been learning something new every day as she’s learning and growing. I couldn’t do the whole “school & work & baby”! But I sure am doing the “work & baby”! Staying home with my baby and working from home has put a toll on me. I’ve starting having panic attacks and anxiety that I’ve never had before. It literally makes me feel like I’m dying. My chest starts to tighten up and it gets hard for me to breathe. My heart is racing so fast it’s almost like it’s not even beating. My eyesight goes blurry and I become light headed and dizzy. Whoa! That’s crazy. And that happens I’d say about once every week or so! No I haven’t seen a doctor about it because my insurance cancelled because I’m not “working” a real job. When I say I work from home, I work for my husband! He’s the part owner of a small garage door installation company. They don’t have medical insurance. So…..I’m working with Medi-Cal and Covered California right now to get some insurance. Just my luck it’s the year of the “Trump” and he’s trying to do away with “Obama Care” which here it’s called “Covered California”

Ugh.

Well, there’s so much that had happened and that keeps on happening. It’s almost like I’m in a movie or a really bad drama. They’ll be more to come from me in the next few days, weeks. I’m so excited to be planning my babies first birthday. It’s gonna be so much fun.

Woot Woot